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Monday, June 24, 2019

The night I fought negativity like a boss.

Fight negativity like a boss. (Very personal and deep so pray for me.)
I recently went to a beautiful event in my area with a company of people of which I am affiliated and we had the best time. I don't get out much and this meeting made up for all the times that I didn't get out. But, I had a problem that night. When I got home about 8 hours later or so, I was really tired but satisfied. All of a sudden the enemy of my soul began to whisper his evil whispers to my mind, reminding me of how my pictures didn't turn out so great. I tried to take good pics and even repeated a couple but the lighting in the hotel was overhead and really amplified the fact that my hair is thin on top. I remember years ago that my Pastors at the Bible College that I graduated from once told me that I have an "Apostle Paul" Ministry but I surely don't want to look like him! (No offense Saint Paul.) I began to think about how Elijah caused the bears to eat the little kids because they kept teasing him saying, "Thou bald head! Thou bald head." I wondered if that may have even been what was "buffeting Paul" much like myself? We don't know if that was his thorn in the side or not. I surely don't want to curse anyone though like Elijah did. Jesus tells us to pray for our enemies.
2 Kings 2:22-25
22 So the waters were healed unto this day, according to the saying of Elisha which he spake.
23 And he went up from thence unto Beth–el: and as he was going up by the way, there came forth little children out of the city, and mocked him, and said unto him, Go up, thou bald head; go up, thou bald head.
24 And he turned back, and looked on them, and cursed them in the name of the Lord. And there came forth two she bears out of the wood, and tare forty and two children of them.
25 And he went from thence to mount Carmel, and from thence he returned to Samaria.
I began to feel really bad about all of the pictures that I took and wondered if anyone was embarrassed of taking a picture with me. This is how the enemy works folks. There are no physical whispers (although some may get them,) there is no sit-down-at-the-table-and-talk conversations, the battle is in our own mind. Around 12 a.m. I finally drifted off to sleep in tears, feeling pretty bad but glad that I attended that wonderful meeting. Kind of an oxymoron I presume. About 2 a.m. I woke up out of a very deep sleep. I was angry because I had been sleeping well. I began to 'hear' in my head, 'Monster. You're a monster and everybody knows it.' 'Used to think you were cute huh? Those days are gone.'
This went on for a while until I began to quote scripture, "I am the righteousness of God." "I am the Kings Kid." "I am fearfully and wonderfully made." I began to feel better as the Word of God calmed my spirit and the devil left. And no, I am not depressed or suffering from personality disorder.
I soon went to sleep and woke up to a new day. Looking at the pictures on Facebook made me cringe a bit but the thought came to me, "Regardless of how I looked, I had an awesome time and the deed is done and written in my history books."
If you ever go through anything like this ladies and gents, please read the Word or start quoting it to yourself. And the "Comforter" will come out of you and wrap His loving, accepting arms around you.
I Am so glad that God looks at my heart. That's what matters.
1 Samuel 16:5-7
5 And he said, Peaceably: I am come to sacrifice unto the Lord: sanctify yourselves, and come with me to the sacrifice. And he sanctified Jesse and his sons, and called them to the sacrifice.
6 And it came to pass, when they were come, that he looked on Eliab, and said, Surely the Lord's anointed is before him.
7 But the Lord said unto Samuel, Look not on his countenance, or on the height of his stature; because I have refused him: for the Lord seeth not as man seeth; for man looketh on the outward appearance, but the Lord looketh on the heart.




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Tuesday, May 21, 2019

Saturday, May 4, 2019

The Generals are tired.


The Generals are tired.
We hear the voices of the birds singing and they sound beautiful Lord but sometimes we are too tired to enjoy them. The body of Christ is so tired. Sometimes I feel like a soldier in The army. Our men are tired they need rest food and sleep good clothes, new tents.
The body of Christ Lord is tired we need you Jesus to come back soon. Sometimes I feel like a soldier in the army reporting to the general. The men are tired Lord. We need some positivity as well. New clothes new boots. New tents, new swords. New chariots. Rations. Jesus come back soon. You said you would not give us more than we can handle it's beginning to feel like we are at the end already. As soon as we have a place to clear head we have to move again. When we thought that we had our families together our family breaks apart. Something drastic always seems to happen. Don’t let us lose our joy when we should be celebrating more. Some are mourning. Even with the weather it's either too cold or too hot. There's no even balance. The times and seasons are changing oddly. They are not normal anymore Lord. You said this was going to happen. The body of Christ is tired Lord. We need your divine intervention. We need Your Divine Provision. The World is hitting us in our pockets in attempts to stop us from doing the work of the Kingdom. We don’t want any provision from the world. Our Provision comes from you. Even our privacy to talk to you is tainted. Everything nowadays is recorded Lord even when we may not want it to be recorded. The children are not safe anymore. Women are having children and allowing strangers to have their way with the children and sometimes they offer the children to them. While men are lying with men other men are abusing those men’s babies. Women dress like whores and look like whores, and carry themselves like whores, even in the church. Which means that they are a distraction to the distribution of the Word. Jesus your Generals are sometimes, tired.
One by one they are dying and the new ones are too modernized. They will not carry-on with the orders that they have received. Your Word says that young men we'll prophesy and old men will dream dreams. The old men don't seem to be dreaming anymore instead they're discarded and disregarded seeming to be forgotten. The young men are not carrying out the orders as they should. They are too New Age. They are disobedient. The old women are trying to be young, acting fussy like school girls, and the children are no longer getting wisdom, knowledge and guidance. Oh God we are tired. Help us. Some ministers show their pearly whites, and everybody thinks they're happy. Then you see them on the news, where they shot themselves in the pulpit or in the privacy of their homes where no one can see how they really feel. Many are taking their emotions secretly out on one another. These things should not be.
We do see more healings. Children being healed of cancer, that is good news. Lord thank you. We just need more energy more of You to fight this battle of the flesh. The flesh tries too hard to take over and our spirits suffer. You say try the spirit by the spirit. There's so much Deception going on sometimes that even that is hard to do.
Houses look so peaceful during the day like an old 1940s movie. And nights are so loud and boisterous until the wee hours of morning and it is so hard to get proper rest that is needed. The evil ones come out at night. They hide during the day and they put on a good front but as you lay in your bed at night, there is no respect for anyone, their voices echo all up and down the neighborhoods. There is no regard to children sleeping or old people trying to get rest. They are either drunk or high under the influence of something evil or argumentative while screaming. Father forgive us. Strengthen us. I ask for your power Lord God in Jesus name Holy Spirit dwell in me. Continue to give us strength, your word, your thoughts, your habits and continue to teach us. Make us alive once again. Restore in us a clean heart and renew a right spirit within us. Create in us a clean heart. Fill us with that surety that we need. Continue to help us to fight this battle and as the apostle Paul once said ‘we've fought the good fight and finished our course.’
Lord God, once again, send chariots and armor and swords and Military rations. Cause us to remember that we have Victory in all things hallelujah.
Although we are in the middle of a battle. One thing that I do know according to your Word, Lord, we already won. Amen


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Micromanna with some soul-stirring music 05/04 by RevEssie | Spirituality

Micromanna with some soul-stirring music 05/04 by RevEssie | Spirituality: Micromanna with Rev Essie and some soul-stirring music. revessie.org












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Saturday, February 23, 2019

Vision is good, but why leave out "envision?"


The other night, God gave me a Word of Knowledge that I haven't spoken about until I got confirmation today to do so and that is, "Envision." God wants us to begin to, not just 'vision' but "envision" things. He says, "You have the Power to create." Too many focus on the word 'vision' but God says for us to focus on the action instead. Envision first, and the vision will follow. 
Rev Essie
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Thursday, February 7, 2019

Sunday, January 27, 2019

Thursday, January 24, 2019

Support is important

Years ago, when I was a rookie in the ministry field, my family came to listen to me preach one Sunday. My sisters husband, who was a wise and happy older man, told me afterwards at his home, "Esta!" (Esther) "You can preach, I gotta give that to you." And he went on to say, which was the absolute truth, "But you just don't have no suppote!" (Support. He had a gentle Southern accent.) And you want to know something? For years I didn't have support from hardly anyone, maybe a $20 bill here and there or $50 three times a year or so. But recently, now that I have my stuff together and I am sure, satisfied, experienced and on fire for the Lord's work, I now have support. Once you know that you know that you know that what you are doing is for the Kingdom and not YOU, God steps in and blesses the entire ministry. It took me years of mistakes and experience, joy and tears to get this far. By God's Grace and Mercy, I now have those who enjoy what I do and they tell me every day. And don't get me wrong, there are always those who don't enjoy what you do and will let you know it too! But I was called for such a time as this and I am going to ride this thing until the wheels fall off. And no, I am not one of those screaming, big word-using, jumping up and down preachers so if you are looking for that....can't do. I am not an actor, I preach the unadulterated Word of God. I preach it in a way that, people from any generation can understand. I once had an elderly gentleman come up to me after I preached in a big church from my hometown, and he said, "Now Rev. I liked that. You preach so 'us dummies' can understand it" and he laughed and walked away with his wife. I'll never forget that. He has since passed, bless his soul, but he put a wonderful seed in me that day. (Mr. Alton, I'll never forget you.) Don't ever forget the good times and keen signs that God has shown you throughout the years. Write them upon the tablets of your heart. 
For you people who have been stepping in to help the ministry, thank you. It means more than I can type on this Blog. God bless your household 100 fold. May He give you 'more-than-enough'....always. So much that your will have to give some away. 

Thanks for reading and have a successful day! 

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Because of you we have our new Radio Microphone now!

And the blessings just keep coming in. Our new Radio Microphone came today. This was made possible by the generous supporters of New Birth Ministries. Thank you!  




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Sunday, January 20, 2019

Todays Sunday Radio Service notice

Good Morning!
Are you snowed in and need to hear the Word? Call in at 10 a.m. ET 1-917-889-8054 or by computer click:
http://tobtr.com/s/11159301



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Monday, January 14, 2019

Saturday, January 12, 2019

Having no filter is not cool. 01/13 by RevEssie | Spirituality Podcasts

Having no filter is not cool. 01/13 by RevEssie | Spirituality Podcasts: Never brag about having 'no filter' because it is not Godly and you'll be labeled a fool. It certainly isn't wisdom in effect. Hear more Sunday at 10 a. ET. Come and dine. revessie.org




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Thursday, January 10, 2019

Sunday, January 6, 2019

CHURCH ONLINE THIS MORNING!

🌹Good Morning! 
Be sure to listen to our morning radio show with the Word being delivered by and old friend, Rev. Nichole Darby at 10 a.m. Et @ 1-917-889-8054. You never know what message God will deliver to you today by one of His earthly angels. 
📖Luke 1:14-19



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